i feel bff-less lately…. all we do is argue and fight and it drives me crazy -_- you won’t even be close anymore so there’s no time for us to hang out.. :( but i feel like i’m the only one who cares. i don’t know why i’m posting this but just wanted to say. if you ever replace me, i willlll jjal la yew.

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the year’s coming to an end and i’m getting sad. but i’m also super excited for the summer. so many exciting things planned! jk. but it’ll be relaxing <3

i’m also worried about college. how am i going to turn in college apps and face rejection? i feel like it’ll be hard to get accepted anywhere since my gpa’s not like the other asians.. plus my SAT score isn’t super high. i’m going to go wherever and go to a good grad school. :) that way i don’t have to worry.. 

welllll, goodluck on your final days tumblers! :)

hi mama. i know you’ll never read this, but i just wanted to tell you that you are the most beautiful mama alive. not because you’re stylish or fashionable but because you have the most compassionate character inside of you. i know i’m always grouchy and defensive when i talk to you. sorry. i’m just such a rebellious child.. sometimes. we bicker and make up constantly and i’m glad. no relationship is perfect and if ours was, that would be a lie. 

when you’re heart is broken, so is mine. when you’re full of joy, so am i. i just hope that you’ll realize that i don’t take your love for granted. i don’t do a good job of showing you my love because then you’ll be super attached to me and your heart will once again be broken when i go away for college… just know that you are my best friend. i love you so much i can’t even describe it in words. you’re an awesome mama and i wuv youuuuu times infinity! ∞

look how cool we were in the 90’s! :)

you piss me off. i don’t understand how you could be like this one moment and then fine the next. you don’t even care. i don’t understand you

is it that hard for you to tell me? that’s why you’re mad THAT’S why? i’m sorry i thought it was a joke.. obviously it wasn’t for you. i never meant to hurt your feelings. i’m sorry i really am